i am now living at my brothers. its alright, it would be better if his wife wasnt crazy, she wouldnt be to bad if she would just take her damn pills but for some reason she doesnt want to. owell thats her decision i can always tune her out lol. ive been talking to my friends back up in minnesota and i feel bad for moving, at least to the people i still talk to. everything for them is falling appart one is so strung out right now i cant even understand her half the time. i just wish there was something i could do but i cant while im still down here. right now im trying to get a job on a boat out in seattle ill be gone for a few months but after i get back ill be in minnesota trying to help the people i so selfishly turned my back on. if i could change it i would but i cant so i will try harder.
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