chulababygirl's blog

Man today was the last day of school... cuz of spring break..yay..man i got with this chick named Gabi man shes so hot..she funny, man we had a spring fling and me and gabi were just acting crazy we were splashing each other and everything man it was pimp....i like her alot!! i flashed her...and other guys to but man she gave me these pimp beads...i saw here boob...they are small but cute...lol..man shes so hot!!!!

man idk...yesterday my boyfriend broke upp with me cuz we got in this arugement cuz it was getting on my nerves cuz he just kept going on how he wants me to cheat on him with another chick and stuff it got on my nerves since i've never cheated on anyone so it didnt feel right to me. We got in arugement about all this shit and we both just said fuck it...and broke up....i didnt know what to do i really did love him alot and it hurt to let him go....pain never comes easy so i decided to cut to get rid of the pain...but it didnt work cuz im still here....i miss him...well i should just get over it...moviing on is the hardest thing to do....:('.....

why do we give a heart to people when we know theres no such thing as a perfect relationship..we know we will get hurt we know we will be played we know we'd be dumped for someone prettier or hottier or with a nicer body...why do we act like its nothing at first then when we feel those tears sliding down our cheaks we feel that pain and just lose ur control and u cant do anything about it...u lost ur love to someone else and u know it hurts like hell ...but love can never be perfect, becuz nothing is...